rating sometimes it ain't the moon [sep 11 2006, 22:34]

things are over before they even really begun.
movies. people. lives.
i'm still here. still breathing. still wondering what the hell would have happened. the same old questions with the same old answer: you don't know and you never will.
making friends is not easy right now, staying friends even harder - at least for me.
so don't worry when i don't look at you. don't worry if i don't laugh or nod or utter my most sympathetic 'hmmm'. i can't. i just can't. i feel that if i did, i'd fall again. and i don't know if i'd be able to stand up again.

in utterly unrelated but happier notes: there's a title. the script i've been working on for ages is progressing slowly but at a rather constant pace, mostly due to the help of celtx, an amazing piece of free software.
now that the title is done, the rest should be a piece of cake.
and after the recordings next year... then we'll see again.
charon