hey, good to see you. how are you?
ah, you know...
what's up?
i don't know, it's just...
come on, tell me.
i'm just a little tired, that's all. i can't sleep more than about an hour or two a night...
yeah, it's really hot right now
hm, yeah, that too...
and all these soccer fans running around making so much noise
yeah, can't stand that when i'm trying not to sleep.
not to sleep?
ah, you know... i mean...
you try not to sleep?
no, not really... i'm just... it's just that i'm a little afraid of falling asleep, you know...
afraid? why?
when i'm awake, i can control myself, i can stop myself from thinking about certain peo... things. i can't do that when i'm asleep.
and you might think about something you wouldn't want to think about?
yeah... sort of...
hm...
hey, was that lightning?
i think so. yep, here comes the thunder.
perhaps it's going to cool down a little.
yeah, i hope so. it's really unbearable at the moment, with the heat and all.
yeah, and all...
and what about your cellphone? have you stopped staring at it every couple of minutes because you think sh... someone might have written?
yeah, sort of... it was good today because i was quite busy at work. i couldn't think about... that too much.
good, good.
yeah.
so, erm, i'll have to go now. good talking to you.
yeah, you too. take care.
you do the same. promise...

charon

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