it's done. the first part of shooting "nacht voller angst" has been completed, the material has been captured and skimmed, the first little trailer has been cut.
it's almost done. i started a new little layout change for this website. i should be done somewhen during the week as some content still needs to be added.
it's... such a night again. when somehow some things seem so fucking wrong. it's one of these nights when you don't think about a morning. there is no morning to that type of night. it just goes on and on. it surrounds you with its darkness and its solitude. the music in your head slowly rises, starts to build up just to tumble down again - just like yourself. you get up in the morning just for the day to get you down so that you don't fall too deep when you get to bed again at night.
melancholy... the joy of being sad... not so much joy now...
and you can't do anything about it. there's nothing to do that would distract you. well, at least nothing of duration. when you finished reading these weblogs for the third time you're right back where you fled from, right back there.
fits. it just fits... just read on...
charon

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