rating no. 2 [jun 27 2004, 00:06]

again. why?
reason=(a+b)c
where
a=this,
b=too many people and
c=stupid pain in my back

and now, after having tried to sleep for some time, i'm sitting here with my cowboy-hat on (yes, really, thank god i don't own a webcam), trying to make sense of everything some things.
just some points i noticed:

  • i have hardly ever seen that many false smiles

  • and that many true ones

  • money is not a reason for me not drinking much at occasions like these

  • occasions like these aren't my thing

  • really not!

  • still, i'll go next year too. i think...

  • it's good seeing all these people again

  • it's funny to see how little some have changed

  • and how much others have changed...



something that just popped up in my head:
if i was strong enough to fight it, i would.
if i was weak enough to let it happen, i would.
the problem is that i'm somewhere in between...

charon

song of the day: (just for stefan) blumfeld - neuer morgen (by the way one of the saddest songs with one of the most touching videos of all time)