no, not even a bit
[dec 13 2003, 23:28]
i'm not good enough. i'm not quick enough, not skilled enough, not, well, probably not artistic enough.
it happens quite often. i get an idea. a short flash. i see something in front of me, as clearly as i see this screen now. i get an idea. it clearly tells me what it should look like. and i listen. and i try to obey.
still... quite often i'm not quick enough. i can't create something that represents the picture in my head before it's disappeared again.
i'm not skilled enough to recreate what i see.
hm... the good thing is that sometimes it actually does work. that brings me up quite often again after i've deleted that folder for the tenth time. in a row.
probably i'll get faster, probably i'll become better the more often i try. well, that could be, couldn't it?
charon
it happens quite often. i get an idea. a short flash. i see something in front of me, as clearly as i see this screen now. i get an idea. it clearly tells me what it should look like. and i listen. and i try to obey.
still... quite often i'm not quick enough. i can't create something that represents the picture in my head before it's disappeared again.
i'm not skilled enough to recreate what i see.
hm... the good thing is that sometimes it actually does work. that brings me up quite often again after i've deleted that folder for the tenth time. in a row.
probably i'll get faster, probably i'll become better the more often i try. well, that could be, couldn't it?
charon