back again.
for the n'th time.
everything's so bright.
it hurts.
but i can sense it clearly:
everyone's there.
as if they had been waiting.
for so long.
as if they had been waiting
for me to fail.
again.
everything's so dark.
it hurts.
but i can see clearly:
noone's here.
dreaming, drowsily.
sleeping, dreamily.
fully regretting these thoughts.
a new star is born.
again.
but we'll consider it
when we get a chance
to take a closer look.
when its light reaches us.
when it's already died.
again.
charon

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