rating out=false [nov 14 2003, 23:45]

i haven't been writing lately mainly because of two reasons. firstly, my everyday life seems to be pushing almost everything writable away. it's just as if it's spreading until it has infected the last of my thoughts. until it's everywhere...
the second is... well, it's like if you try to squeeze something through a small hole. you have two choices: either you make the object smaller (or use a completely different one) or you make the hole bigger. i'm not willing to do the first and i haven't yet found a way to do the second.
i have an idea in my mind that needs to be dealt with, that wants to be sorted out before i can move on to more... well, more usual stuff. it just will probably take a while to squeeze it out in a form that is still recognizable.
sorry.
charon