rating wash [nov 01 2003, 00:00]

the rain today poured many thoughts out of my mind. lots of. when i left work, i started to think about many different things. ideas, plans, the future. when i came home i didn't know whether i got to any results. it was just all gone.
i also don't know how i got home. or how i spent my day. i got up in the morning, showered, got to work, left work, got home, did something, started to write this. hm, something missing in there...
i spent a really great night yesterday. three friends of mine came over and we cooked something, er, indish? yeah, i think so. hmm... tasty! i should have gone to bed after i came home from work yesterday. sooo tired. that was at about five. i slept at about half past one, after some good eating, some good talking and some good thinking. even more tired today...
currently listening to 12 memories again. i like them even better now. ah, lyrics:
walking down this hill tonight
i had a thought all to myself
as i contemplated the moonlight
we've got it all, we've got it made
i don't know how i got here
but i'm holding on for the crash

pull myself out of the moon
i know I'll never go there but
it's shining down from upon high
we got it made, we got it made
i don't know what we gotta make
sooner or later we'll die

we're apart, gone to pieces
while i go to sleep

look into my heart, oh baby
don't become a part of the past
you can be a part of the key
don't turn away, don't run away
don't leave me hanging by a thread
shine a little love down on me

we're in love, make your peace
wasting time is all you need

walking down this hill tonight
i had a thought it was my own
moves right by the cards and save the starlight
or shall i be or shall i not be
i don't know i just don't
feel like kids in night
hmmm...
thinking of abandoning all that. all this. despite the continuous attempts to convince myself that visitor numbers don't count and that i'd love to tell all that to even a single caring person, all that really annoys me somehow.
i need a method of storing memories and thoughts. perhaps latest technology will help.
really, really confused...
charon