yet...
[sep 28 2003, 19:37]
but now i'm still there... still around. and it will probably be like that - forever...
i'm currently thinking about buying something. i don't know how expensive it is going to be or whether i really need it. i'm not even sure what exactly it's going to be but... i just feel a part of my creativity being sucked out of my by the daily business and that i want to keep it inside, add to it.
this idea i have is inspired by a song that i haven't heard for about five years. it's 'music from the balcony' by mike oldfield. imagine walking down a street and recording all the music that you hear while you are walking past houses with people, lives and stories behind the walls. imagine recording just a tiny little portion of their lives, just enough to know that they exist, that they are there - somewhere.
i fear i'll have to abandon my piano lessons. i love playing and i will keep on playing (hopefully) for a really long time... but the new daily routine doesn't leave much room.
charon
i'm currently thinking about buying something. i don't know how expensive it is going to be or whether i really need it. i'm not even sure what exactly it's going to be but... i just feel a part of my creativity being sucked out of my by the daily business and that i want to keep it inside, add to it.
this idea i have is inspired by a song that i haven't heard for about five years. it's 'music from the balcony' by mike oldfield. imagine walking down a street and recording all the music that you hear while you are walking past houses with people, lives and stories behind the walls. imagine recording just a tiny little portion of their lives, just enough to know that they exist, that they are there - somewhere.
i fear i'll have to abandon my piano lessons. i love playing and i will keep on playing (hopefully) for a really long time... but the new daily routine doesn't leave much room.
e·piph·a·ny ( P ) Pronunciation Key (-pf-n)
n. pl. e·piph·a·nies
Epiphany
A Christian feast celebrating the manifestation of the divine nature of Jesus to the Gentiles as represented by the Magi.
January 6, on which this feast is traditionally observed.
A revelatory manifestation of a divine being.
A sudden manifestation of the essence or meaning of something.
A comprehension or perception of reality by means of a sudden intuitive realization: “I experienced an epiphany, a spiritual flash that would change the way I viewed myself” (Frank Maier).
n. pl. e·piph·a·nies
Epiphany
A Christian feast celebrating the manifestation of the divine nature of Jesus to the Gentiles as represented by the Magi.
January 6, on which this feast is traditionally observed.
A revelatory manifestation of a divine being.
A sudden manifestation of the essence or meaning of something.
A comprehension or perception of reality by means of a sudden intuitive realization: “I experienced an epiphany, a spiritual flash that would change the way I viewed myself” (Frank Maier).
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hm...charon